A huge stone should have been lifted from my chest.
But I still can’t sleep at night without worry, my head still feels as though it wants to burst out of my skull, my lungs still feel as though it is pumped full with water and my heart still feels as though someone is clenching onto it.
I can’t sleep at night because I feel like I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep because I feel like my head is on fire, I can’t sleep because I feel like I am about to fall.
But why. It should be over already.